promos almost here...

I think i should stop coming online for this period of time, really hafta get down to studying...

what went wrong?

i think it's seriously true... especially for people who are addicted to games...

why does everything now seem so screwed up? don't think it's just the promos coming up because i don't feel any extra pressure to study, there's just this feeling of emptiness, this void. feels like there's something missing, can't help but feel depressed...

an infinate amount of lameness..

Why does everything seem so boring to me? school sucks, cca sucks, everything sucks... projects, tests, deadlines, homework, training and training and training... i'm also surrounded by an infinate amount of lameness and crap.. what kind of life is this?

i dread waking up everyday... there is always something on, ranging from morning run, to just plain homework to rush. why do i set alarm to wake up so early almost every alternate day to rush to school to torture myself?! something's not right here..

i think sprite ice rocks, just makes me high! hehe.. during maths lesson today was feeling uber sianed, like as if i just wanted to stand up and scream and tear at my hair.. after enduring an hour of that restlessness i went out to the canteen inbetween maths and chem to grab a bottle of sprite ice... drank it during the first part of chem and felt so much better for the rest of the time!

swim training tomorrow again, dreading it especially since i swim so slowly...

weird day.

sort of overslept today, woke up with the aircon feeling so nice and also theres the sound of the rain outside the windows in the background, augmenting the feeling of being comfortable... just didn't want to wake up!
been having a crappy nose all day, don't know right from the moment i stepped out of bed, keep feeling tickly until now, quite a sucky feeling...
had gp mock exam after school, for the first time, i had 50 minutes for the aq! i didn't know what to do during the spare time but slack... the invigilator kept walking around and looking at me, he must have thought that i was super duper slack, not having to check. but i did have like an excessive amount of time, so i just kinda stoned through out the thing, waiting for training to start. training's fine today, with circiuits before the game. don't want to comment on the game, got nothing much to say =/ oh well.
now i'm just sitting here listening to michael bublé, really nice songs! he's such a great singer.. anyways gonna spend my time now stoning till i fall asleep.......

i really wana say something... so here goes.. "tell me when will you be mine? tell me quando? quando? quando?" :)