Sunday, January 30, 2005

Boulevard of broken dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone..

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Happy birthday to all January babies out there!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE (27 January)! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPHNE (28 January)! not to mention Eunice, Theng Theng and Miss Lim too! sry for not having any prezzies! xP

sigh~ so many January babies.. still hafta wait until September for mine.. oh well...

oh. canoeing training's up tomorrow... think im gonna explode during the course of it or something... but I SHALL BE STRONG!! I WILL ENDURE!!! "only those people mind weak will give up and leave." so... i will survive! bwahaha. x-country+physical training=muscles explode.

anyway, i think i'll be heading down to SJI for the sec1's orientation campfire after training. anyone keen on going? its at 7pm.. just tell me, then we'll go together...

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

1T19 rocks!

its been 12 days since i last updated and 10 days since school started... CJ has been great so far! i just love the facilitators, my classmates and most of all, brother paul! xP

in the first week of school, we had orientation. many activities were organised by the members of the student council. the most memoriable one for me would be the dragon boat. one could say that its the activity that helped the all the J1s who acted like strangers on the first two days bond together, and get to know each other.

on the first day, you would see groups of people from the same secondary school all bunched up together at different corners of the school. now, after 2 weeks, you would more often then not see people hanging out with their new classmates.. this is a good sign, as it means people are getting more familiar with their peers.

the finale night was crazy. of the 6 (i think?) groups that went to perform, about 4 had cross dressing involved. and one of them had this guy "MacRon" i think. he was a crazy shit. he drummed his "boobs" on stage. he's just damn gross and sick. he ought to be shot!

oh yeah, decided to join canoeing and council for the first three months... i think it must have been the dragon boating that influenced me to join. canoeing would prepare me for NS, and surely improve my fitness. oh, might be also because of Jeremy who kept promoting canoenig too.

during the first week, i already got people trying to give me an english name, their reason being "your name so hard to remember!" etc. they came up with "wesley" but i think its a weird name lah. so, i thought about it and thought "wayne" would be better. heh.

One of our GP lecturers is a caucasion by the name of "Fahy". he's really scary and some people say he look like Jesus. :-\ on the first lesson, he acted really strict and managed to keep the class so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. he also popped questions like "whos the secretary general of the UN?" to random people. for those of you who don't know, its Kofi Annan O.O

thank goodness that our GP teacher and home tutor is Miss Lim. she's a nice lady so far and has not raised her voice. she came in one day and said "I'm really happy today! heard from your econs teacher that your class has been very good" i think she likes our class! ;D

ok, Bro Paul has asked me my name, class, secondary school, sec school class, and whos my form tutor then twice already. once when i greeted him before school last week, and once today at the air rifle range. i wonder if he will remember me! lol. i hope im in his good books! xP

damn school ends at 5:30 on mondays and thursdays. tuesdays are 4pm and wed and friday are CCA days. so, i'll get home at 6pm or later everyday.. its crazy! no time to rest in the afternoon, unlike in secondary school, where i get home by 3pm everyday and can still take a nap of about 3 hours before dinner... oh well, the transition from secondary school to junior college is not always easy. i hope i get used to it soon! theres a GP tutorial tomorrow that lasts an hour and a half. think we would be writing a diagnostic essay for miss lim during that time. that sucks! my english is so poor now that i can't even blog properly. i wonder how am i gonna write out anything nice tomorrow. oh, i forgot to add. the PE teachers in CJ are crazy!! guys hafta do 11 pull-ups to meet their requirements. people who cant make that mark hafta meet the teacher during breaks everyday to do pullups. for those who can do 10, they must do 2 sets of 10. those who can do 5, do 3 sets of 5. although its for our own good, why must it be on EVERY break?! heh. after doing the pullups today, i had arms that didn't function properly .. haha.

oh well. gonna go out to queensway in awhile to look for a new pair of track shoes, gonna prepare now. tata!