an infinate amount of lameness..

Why does everything seem so boring to me? school sucks, cca sucks, everything sucks... projects, tests, deadlines, homework, training and training and training... i'm also surrounded by an infinate amount of lameness and crap.. what kind of life is this?

i dread waking up everyday... there is always something on, ranging from morning run, to just plain homework to rush. why do i set alarm to wake up so early almost every alternate day to rush to school to torture myself?! something's not right here..

i think sprite ice rocks, just makes me high! hehe.. during maths lesson today was feeling uber sianed, like as if i just wanted to stand up and scream and tear at my hair.. after enduring an hour of that restlessness i went out to the canteen inbetween maths and chem to grab a bottle of sprite ice... drank it during the first part of chem and felt so much better for the rest of the time!

swim training tomorrow again, dreading it especially since i swim so slowly...