random thoughts

i realized today that i should never take what people say seriously, or what they do seriously anymore... i should just do what i think is best and not be affected by people's actions, or words.. it'll probably help me feel better about things...

anyway, canoeing is experiancing some sort of crisis, where everyone's starting to get tired and want to quit.. maybe that's what people across the board are feeling regardless of cca, or maybe it's just restricted to some people who suffered bad results for common test... personally for me i think it's just a case of lost drive, loss of energy to continue this training... i'll probably just try perservering for awhile more and see how it goes, hope it improves and i feel better...